Lord help me lol

Lord help me lol

Hi mis amores,

It’s been too long, I have been fried. Completely.

I don’t know if I mentioned before but I have 2 jobs. Spotify gig and I work 9-5 mon-fri for a Bank disque helping middle to upper class America with their mortgage loan, I want to quit everyday. I hate it.

I hate it so much i’ve decreased my hours from full time to part time to be away from it more often while still being able to pay bills. You know its bad when I day dream about days when I used to strip, if you didnt know that before than surprise! LOL, I’ve lived many lives.

My loves i’m so sorry that the youtube vids arent out yet. That* company that was sponsoring all of the content played me, no other way to put it. They moved up the timeline, increased their list of demands, decreased my pay and said “take it or leave it” and I took it. Time will tell if that is a mistake or not but they promised visibility + compensation so I have to suck it up on this one. But it threw off everything else I have on my plate.

On the brightside you all are getting this content first. I just beg you to be patient with me, they’re all due within 3 weeks and they not only pushed filming on me, but the editing as well🙃 so it’ll be done very soon I have no choice.

I’m very grateful for your support. I’m typing this after filming an episode with Jenny. The experience filming has been great but the industry shit has sucked thus far.

I’ll keep you posted. Thank you.

Xoxo

Gata